I've always do stuffs (making things happen) for others. I never questioned myself then, why would I do things that could only bring satifaction on others? Even it was hard for me, yet I managed to put a smile upon their faces in the end. And when that happens, I wouldn't bother thinking why I did it.
I believe that by bringing goodwill to others will generate satisfaction to oneself. Others might have a different view but not me. I'm glad that my every efforts will result to others happiness. They say, a good deed must be paid with a price. As for me, I ask for nothing.
Stupid! I knew that's the word some would describe me for my doings. It's fine. I'm no Angel but I just wanted to be kind. As long as I know what I'm doing, everything will be just fine. Maybe I went too far. My kindness turned out as a sacrifice sometimes.
There's a limit to each sacrifices but I've always ignored that part. There's no limitation when it comes to family or loved ones. There're times when it's hard to utter the word 'NO'. It may not be the best from me but I tried. I know I must complete what I've started.
Sometimes, we do silly things. We never approved that but when we thought it again, it could be true. I felt the same way too. Was it my kindness that derives others to keep on asking favour from me? Was it a fixed sacrifice that I need to pursue without any objection from my ownself? Was it me who is just plain stupid letting myself been used and misused this way?
I chosed SACRIFICATION.
